Dreamless Nights

Last nights festivities.


I never thought I'd drink alone and enjoy it. I realize that not only do I enjoy drinking in solitude, I prefer it. I love a nice buzz before bed, which leads to some solid sleep. Happily I rise from a dreamless slumber and that is good for me. I don't want sweet dreams or nightmares, I'm quite capable of creating both while awake. I don't like beers or wines. I'll stick to my pretty drinks filled with a bagillion empty calories...I make sure to eat less and workout harder when I have a prior day of drinking :) So life is what it is and I'm moving along.


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Sweet Dreams

I cannot sleep
I fear sweet dreams that await me.
Waking up to the nightmare
I know as reality.
A life without you.
A life without hope.

Let me fade into the light of the sun.
Drown in rains cold tears.
Lost in the mist of despair.
Suffucate me with love in the air.
Pierce my soul with the blue moonlight.
Stars shine down upon my brokenheart

I offer up my life with a wish
To silence all my pain & sadness
I've grown tired and can no longer move on.
Ive given my all and now i'm done.
I am void empty alone
In need of an eternal home
Not to be loved or judged
Just to be
Quiet still dark
Death please come quickly











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Location:My Bed

My Heart

My heart is in my smile
Hoping to brighten
The darkest of trials

My heart is in my hands
Waiting to help
Whenever I can

My heart is in my feet
Willing to walk
Through whatever life brings

My heart is Me
Filled with all my love, hopes,
and dreams

AEA 4/9/10






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Location:In bed

Love to Work

Yes my lil sultry pose :) just chillin at work keeping busy with massages. I love where I work. I love the ladies I work with. I'm so grateful to be where I am physically, mentally and spiritually in my life :) my day was beautiful :)

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Location:My Heart

I Forgot

Some habits are hard to break! For example this morning an older gentleman stopped me as I was walking and asked if I was from Colorado. I told him no and that the Colorado sweater I was wearing was my girlfriends. He awkwardly replied oh and went about his way. Leaving me to remember "ex" girlfriend. Being single does have it's benefits, but sometimes and especially right now I miss having that special someone.







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Location:Mean streets of Avalon

April Fools Day

I wish I could say that I pulled off the ultimate prank but alas I have not. If anything I'm the fool :) I accidentally locked myself out of my sisters house this morning. Trying to push the door open I broke the bottom corner window of the door. The good news is I was able to unlock the door. The bad news is now I have to pay to get it fixed. Just another bill to add to my many. I called my sister to let her know what I had done. I had to start off with " I know it's April fools day but ..." We're good but snap I gotta be more focused and aware! Life can be so expensive... The lyric from mo money mo problems keeps coming to mind.

Did I do that?... Dammit I sure did!!! I can see my $$$ flying away! And damn I need a pedicure stat!


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Location:Catalina

My New Ride

JoiBella is her name... our beautiful joy ride :)


There she is parked in her spot! Purchased today by Alberta and I. She's just what we need :) what a wonderful productive day. Exercised this morning, bought a golf cart, kept busy with massages, definitely enjoyed the great weather and totally looking forward for whatever tomorrow brings my way!

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Location:Catalina Island