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I'm a happy go lucky free spirited hopeless romantic! Far from being perfect but I love to be in love and love to be loved! I try to do right by others and myself. I just want to live a Happy life full of Love and create wonderful memories =)

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Coming Home

After a long stint on the Island, I finally came home to celebrate the Halloween weekend with my family. I love being home with Phoenix and Lylah, their presence is so healing to my lonely heart. I'm filled with such happiness when I come home to discuss life with Hagoth and Sarah and have playtime with the kids. It brings me to a grounded feeling of love and strengthens my ability to keep moving forward with my dreams. I consider myself blessed in so many ways. I'm living my passion of Massage Work, my mind is challenged with work and also with planning Morgan's upcoming wedding festivities, and I'm growing in ways that are new to me. I'm experiencing the journey and enjoying every single step of the path I've chosen. I'm so thankful for the gift and power of Love. It's eternal and true.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Keeping Up

Geez time flies and I'm lacking on my updates. Much has happened as it always does. I'm currently living out on Catalina Island working as a massage therapist. What started as a summer gig has turned into an opportunity of strengthening my skills and sticking it out in one place. Yes, I've been a rolling stone for a long time and I'm ready to settle down in some ways. My New Years Resolution was to get out of debt this year. Well I finally started the process of doing so and I feel great about it. It's such a burden to know that my credit is crap. But now I'm making things right. I still love Long Beach and consider that my home. I miss Phoenix and Lylah so much, and I miss hanging out with the family. It'll all work out though. I'm working hard here to pay them bills and also to focus on myself. I love the workout classes they offer here on island and I also enjoy being a pescatarian. I've never felt better about myself. I miss my girlfriend Nikki. We actually broke up a couple months ago. We still remain close and now she stays in Utah. I do love her very much and one day when the time is right, I plan on being together again. Life is full of so many paths to follow. I'm happy on the path I am on now. Self discovery is never ending and wonderful. I wish nothing but the best for family and friends.

Monday, September 21, 2009

July & August 2009

So here's what I've missed writing about...there's more to catch up on. 


Toured the East Coast with Vayden


Morgan & JJ get Engaged!
I'm her Official M.O.H (Maid of Honor)


Doing massage on Catalina Island


Rocked out with The Band in Germany!

its been too long


i haven't posted for ages. so here i am up at 2 am in the morning with nothing much to say...life is good. i'm alive. i love my family and friends. i feel very blessed to live in this time and only wish the best for others, even those who have offended me. forgive and forget. i do believe that! =)

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Graduation Season


So far I've attended a total of 3 graduations this year. 1 jr. high and 2 high school grads. I always find myself thinking about my own graduations and how long ago they were! It's a lot of fun being with family and cheering on your graduate, then afterwards ambushing the grad with leis. At the end of the year I should be in Hawaii for Miss Ui's grad, I'm excited for that! =) Yesterday I was at Shane's High school graduation in Oceanside. The graduation was held at the beach, which I thought was a beautiful backdrop. It was way crowded, but what grad isn't? Graduations make me want to go back to school...maybe I will! =)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Anything but that!!!!

Oh I hate doing what I must! My room is ground zero! Its horrendous and I just can't bring myself to cleaning it. What does that say about me? oh I really don't care. This whole morning I've been avoiding this... I've added ringtones, did online banking, I even wrote Elder Aiono an email!...Oh and this is my second blog of the day...Laundry, vacuum, ORGANIZING...I gotta get ready to hit the road in about a week and a half! Man I wish there was a pill I could take to give me the energy...oh wait! there is =)... but I don't want to pay for it...lol...I'm on a budget. Today is my little brother's birthday, he's 26...wow I'm old! Argh ok enough BSsssin I better get to this room and handle it before in handles me. Clean up clean up... 

Cat Poop!

So we have a problem...the local cats have made our backyard their own personal litter box...ew! The smell is so stinky!!! So I spent yesterday picking up cat poo, I watered and turned the soil, then sprinkled cayenne pepper on the ground. Sarah read a blog that said cayenne irritates the cats, so hopefully this home remedy works! I've never really been a cat person, I like small dog and goldfish...once upon a time I did want an Ant farm. If the pepper doesn't work, I'm getting a bb gun... hehehe.