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I'm a happy go lucky free spirited hopeless romantic! Far from being perfect but I love to be in love and love to be loved! I try to do right by others and myself. I just want to live a Happy life full of Love and create wonderful memories =)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

To Everything...

"Turn turn turn
There is a season
Turn turn turn
And a time for every purpose under Heaven"

Waking up I realize this is my last day being 28. So in true Ana fashion Im making this a peaceful day of reflection. I feel so thankful and blessed with the wonderful and loving family/friends in my life. I am surrounded by beauty and positivity here on Catalina. Today I am pondering over the following quote.

"Change is life. Growth is optional. Choose wisely."
-Karen Kaiser Clark

I'm so looking forward to the future :)

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Location:Alberta's Couch

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Happy Anniversary

My Brother & Sister

Ominae and Margie are here on island celebrating their 25th Wedding Anniversary :) I'm so glad to see them. Last night a party of 5 of us went to dinner to celebrate. I love making good memories here,

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Location:Catalina Island

Friday, April 23, 2010

One of them days...

I had a great chill Friday :) love these kind of days. I was blessed to catch up with loved ones, organize my home, and just be. Life is so good :)

This is the quote I've been pondering today:

"If we rely on others to fulfill us, then we become chained by our attachment to their actions and may try to subvert their will.
Freedom comes from being fulfilled from within, being fulfilled by the beauty of this world around us."

Thank you Oracle ;)

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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

If I were a Boy...

I'd never cut it as a guy! I love my boobs too much :) lol

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Sunday, April 18, 2010

Pasty Cline Moment

I fall to pieces
Each time I see you again
I fall to pieces
How can I be just your friend

You want me to act like weve never kissed
You want me to forget, pretend weve never met
And Ive tried and Ive tried but I haven't yet
You walk by, and I fall to pieces

I fall to pieces
Each time someone speaks your name
I fall to pieces
Time only adds to the flame

You tell me to find someone else to love
Someone wholl love me, too, the way you used to do
But each time I go out with someone new
You walk by and I fall to pieces

I woke up this morning with
a picture text message from my ex. I've been doing so good with not contacting her and moving on with my life. But my defense is weak and this song crept into my heart to crush it some more. I believe it was a group text so I'm just going to buck up and keep on trucking. I just wanted to write this out of me...letting go now.

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Location:The Couch

Monday, April 12, 2010

Beyonce & Shakira

Ever since I watched the music video Beautiful Liar I've wanted my body to look like Beyonce's or Shakira's. I find them to be gorgeous women :)

This morning pandora played Beautiful Liar on my way to Exercise class and I was reminded of my goal. I feel like I sweated the most ever today because all I was focused on were my end results. I'm pumped and totally stoked to continue on my healthy journey. I want my body to be smokin hot, I'm talkin scandalous sexiness ;) I've got some serious working out and eating right to do.

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Sunday, April 11, 2010

How to...

Wikihow has been my go to read when bored or pondering lifes many mysteries. It's a site that I could call my own personal bible besides google. As of lately I've been reading up on self beautification tips, self empowerment, pretty much anything that I think about I type in and see if there's some tips to be shared. I feel like i'm moving in the best direction for myself. It's not easy, but it's definitely worth it.

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Location:The Internet

Dreamless Nights

Last nights festivities.

I never thought I'd drink alone and enjoy it. I realize that not only do I enjoy drinking in solitude, I prefer it. I love a nice buzz before bed, which leads to some solid sleep. Happily I rise from a dreamless slumber and that is good for me. I don't want sweet dreams or nightmares, I'm quite capable of creating both while awake. I don't like beers or wines. I'll stick to my pretty drinks filled with a bagillion empty calories...I make sure to eat less and workout harder when I have a prior day of drinking :) So life is what it is and I'm moving along.

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Saturday, April 10, 2010

Sweet Dreams

I cannot sleep
I fear sweet dreams that await me.
Waking up to the nightmare
I know as reality.
A life without you.
A life without hope.

Let me fade into the light of the sun.
Drown in rains cold tears.
Lost in the mist of despair.
Suffucate me with love in the air.
Pierce my soul with the blue moonlight.
Stars shine down upon my brokenheart

I offer up my life with a wish
To silence all my pain & sadness
I've grown tired and can no longer move on.
Ive given my all and now i'm done.
I am void empty alone
In need of an eternal home
Not to be loved or judged
Just to be
Quiet still dark
Death please come quickly

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Location:My Bed

Friday, April 9, 2010

My Heart

My heart is in my smile
Hoping to brighten
The darkest of trials

My heart is in my hands
Waiting to help
Whenever I can

My heart is in my feet
Willing to walk
Through whatever life brings

My heart is Me
Filled with all my love, hopes,
and dreams

AEA 4/9/10

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Location:In bed

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Love to Work

Yes my lil sultry pose :) just chillin at work keeping busy with massages. I love where I work. I love the ladies I work with. I'm so grateful to be where I am physically, mentally and spiritually in my life :) my day was beautiful :)

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Location:My Heart

I Forgot

Some habits are hard to break! For example this morning an older gentleman stopped me as I was walking and asked if I was from Colorado. I told him no and that the Colorado sweater I was wearing was my girlfriends. He awkwardly replied oh and went about his way. Leaving me to remember "ex" girlfriend. Being single does have it's benefits, but sometimes and especially right now I miss having that special someone.

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Location:Mean streets of Avalon

Thursday, April 1, 2010

April Fools Day

I wish I could say that I pulled off the ultimate prank but alas I have not. If anything I'm the fool :) I accidentally locked myself out of my sisters house this morning. Trying to push the door open I broke the bottom corner window of the door. The good news is I was able to unlock the door. The bad news is now I have to pay to get it fixed. Just another bill to add to my many. I called my sister to let her know what I had done. I had to start off with " I know it's April fools day but ..." We're good but snap I gotta be more focused and aware! Life can be so expensive... The lyric from mo money mo problems keeps coming to mind.

Did I do that?... Dammit I sure did!!! I can see my $$$ flying away! And damn I need a pedicure stat!

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